i've had enuf!

I am DONE with my stalking business. Its just not worth it! A liar remains a liar...no matter what!





In the Facebook news feed, I saw his status update. Nope. I wasn't stalking him. He just updated his status about 10 minutes ago & it appeared in the news feed. His status for today reads:

"LIFE IS A BITCH"

Waddahell???? Whats that supposed to mean?

If life IS a bitch, I would rather DIE!

let us all say our prayers for her

Remember this advertisement? Catchy ainnit? The person behind this beautiful and meaningful ad was none other than our beloved insightful late Yasmin Ahmad, who left us all on the 25th July 2009.


Her creativity in expressing love and exhibiting daily lives of Malaysians (controversial issues) which not many Malaysians(the Malays in particular) have the courage to do...has touched many hearts.

No more will there be catchy cute adverts like the one which featured Tan Hong Meng & Ummi Kasrina. No more interesting Petronas ads. No more movies like Sepet, Mukhsin, Muallaf, Talentime (gosh! I regret not watching the movie & I only have 1 person to blame for this!). No more!

All thats left are memories of a lovely talented lady. Memories left thru her production. I'll definitely miss watching those good ads and movies.

There will never be another Yasmin Ahmad. A wonderful local talented woman film director who was so full of love. She'll be greatly missed.


My dear Yasmin Ahmad, you've now left us to be with the Divine. May you rest in peace. Amin.

A moment of silence goes out to you, dear. Al-Fatihah.

DAN SEBENARNYA

picture taken outside of KLCC on a night of Ramadhan last year.


Oh Bulan..
Enggan melayan diriku lagi
Pabila airmata membasahi pipi
Dan lagu lagu di radio seolah olah memerli aku
Pabila kau bersama yang lain

Adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyumanmu itu
Kau juga menyintai aku

Ku enggan berpura-pura ku bahagia
Ku enggan melihat kau bersama si dia
Oh ku akui cemburu
Mula menular dalam diri
Pabila kau bersama yang lain

Adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
Di sebalik senyuman mu itu
Kau juga merindui aku

Pabila kau merenung matanya
Ku rebah jatuh ke bumi
Di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
Seperti ku bernafas dalam air

Adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih.. bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
Di sebalik senyuman mu itu
Kau juga merindui aku

Oh...

Dan Sebenarnya ..
Dan Sebenarnya ..
Aku rindu ..

Dan Sebenarnya ..
Dan Sebenarnya ..
Aku tak mampu .. tanpamu..







credit : stalejive


yupp, this is exactly what I'm going thru right now - not being able to get over the X (eventho I know he's such a bastard!) - not yet.

sigh. I miss him!

Yunalis bt Mat Zarai, you ROCK! I love you...I love your music!

A FOOL FOOLED BY A CROOKED CROOK

Fool? Me??? Yes, maybe.

One whole year of lies. I was fooled with 15 months of CRAPPY lies. Something which I know for a fact, not many would be able to tolerate. Let alone endure the pain. But I did. All in the name of pure love. My pure love. Not his. I was a fool maybe. People out there may be laughing at me. Including the crooked crook.

I'm crumbling inside. Shattered dreams. Shattered hope. Wasted.

I've decided. I've given enough. I have loved enough. I'm not gaining anything. There's no more love to share. No more love to hold on to. I'm only left with memories. Memories which I will hold on to till the day I die.

There's a signal somewhere out there. A signal for a brighter tomorrow. A signal that there is still hope for love for this battered soul. But FEAR rules me now. And I still can't let go.

depression

have u ever came across this phase in life when everything just do not fall into place? like the whole world is against you...as though everything that you do just don't seem to work out right?

and you have people around you that bugs the hell out of u.

and you get depressed.

and for no apparent reason sometimes, you'll burst into tears.


owh well, its a test...I know. The Almighty will not test a person if He knows that the person is not able to handle it. These sort of tests are meant to make the person stronger.

But, I'm beginning to lose hope. I'm falling. I'm getting weaker.

I'm depressed!

heartache

Its you again!
Yes, its me!
Why are you here?
To be with you!
Why me?
Because u deserve me
Why do you say so?
Because LOVE is just not for you
Thats unfair! Go away! Stop haunting me! I want to be happy!
A'ah! No. Until LOVE comes back to you, hugs you tight & won't let you go...I'M YOURS!


(and heartache sings...with an evil grin)
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again


GO AWAY! I DON'T NEED YOU! STOP HAUNTING ME!!!

Love, please come back to me
Save me from this evil heartache...please! please! please!

mix & match

Tired at looking at the same old tudungs in your wardrobe?

Why not get yourself a lil bit creatuve.

Try mix & match the tudungs...and people might think that you've just bought some new pairs.

Here's one example :)

Voila! Its actually 2 different tudungs. But when you start to mix & match...you can get 4 different styles. How about that? Interesting, ainnit?